At first, i saw you as just a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. But as your on-going persistence has drilled its way into my daily thoughts, i began to wonder. I wonder what you and i would be like. I wonder how well you would treat me. I wonder how much i would allow myself to fall for you. I wonder.. i wonder.. i wonder. Who’s to say i’ll never act upon my natural curiosity, but who’s to say i ever will. Its just a bit humorous on how things played out.

I wonder what you and i would be like. From what i can remember.. we were the most destructive and strangely enough, perfect for each other couple. Nothing about us or our relationship was anything close to “normal” but in the weirdest way, after everything has been said and done and we’ve both moved onward from the past I must admit I was one hell of a head-over-heals type of gal when I was with you… haha ew.

I wonder how well you would treat me. Haha in some aspects I could say there could have been room for improvement.. but then again I was a lot to handle. I’ll admit I am one hell of a bitch, my attitude is unimaginable, and I truly should have treated you better. And yet with all that said you still treated me kindly, put up with me for longer than i deserved, and genuinely made me happy. So in total i guess i’ll say you treated me well :p haha
 

I wonder how much i would allow myself to fall for you..  ehh, sadly too much!! 

Man, this was just such a trip for me. I really encourage all my followers to write a passage right now asking yourself love related questions towards a certain someone in your life, save it in a draft, and check back on it in the next 6 to 12 months!!! Trust me, as soon as you look back on those questions and are able to answer all of them you’ll feel how crazy it is to be able to do so. Im not so sure if im just being weird, but its just amazing to be able to look back on this and fulfill all the empty spaces once left for curiosity… Haha well good luck to all my followers or anyone in general that tries this! Muah<3

achoiceinthematter:

Someone who gives me reason to believe in happy endings.

As out of character as it may be for me or even silly, I must admit my strange love for obtaining that womenly role in life. For some odd reason, I really enjoy waking up early to make my loved one breakfast, picking out his clothes while he’s in the shower, or even taking my time to bring him a home cooked meal for his lunch break. I mean for gods sake its 2012 and we all seem to be wrapped up in this modern life style but I cant help but enjoy doing the little things for my loved one. Sadly being single doesnt give me much room to do such things, but I just like to express my weird love for it. Gahhh :3

Stay intelligent. Use correct grammar, spell with  accuracy, keep me interested with wonderful and challenging conversations. There really isn’t anything sexier than a man who can keep his intelligence as high as his other priorities.

Celibacy. Believe it or not.