hate when he does this, what a tease
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ugh, its barely even started and i already know where this is heading. i mean i cant say im sure i’ll start liking you or that things will move farther than where we’re at right now but i guess im just a hopless romantic… and i cant help it. i have a hunch im going to start having feelings for you and that things are going to move forward from us just texting and being flirtatious but damn… im so unsure. im trying so hard not to allow myself to fall for someone again but im sitting here wondering why. i mean its been over half a year since i even liked someone new, held someone elses hand, or kissed someone. and i guess its because i dont want to get hurt and all that bullshit, but then again why hold myself back. whatever happens, happens am i right? fuck it. here i go, head first and no regrets.
So guilty
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First time Ive seen you in 3 months(?) And I must say I thought I would have felt much different than I did once I turned around and saw your face. First of all, Im sure its a given that it was one hell of an unexpected twist but I automatically thought I was supposed to feel sad or even miss you. But the reality was so much more different from that initial thought. As sad as it is to say, i just see you as a joke now. Its strange but although my feelings were once so strong for you as soon as i saw your face, I realized how not-in-love with you I am now. I actually felt the moment where my brain came to the realization that I dont have love for you anymore and that it was all in the past. I believe the reason why I thought I was still in love with you was because i hadnt seen you in so long. I was holding onto all the memories that we had once built together, but to actually see you right infront of me… I realized im not in love with you, I’m in love with the happiness you had once given me.
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after finding that long lost passage and being able to look back on how much that has happened, ive come to the realization of the struggles i’ve gone through and better yet the struggles ive concurred. Im so happy to be able to say that i am genuinely in a good place and im finding everyday a little better. its beautiful to see the process of a heart break. from denial, depression, realization, to happiness. im so thankful that ive realized my mistakes and im even more proud to be able to say that ive learned from them all.
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At first, i saw you as just a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. But as your on-going persistence has drilled its way into my daily thoughts, i began to wonder. I wonder what you and i would be like. I wonder how well you would treat me. I wonder how much i would allow myself to fall for you. I wonder.. i wonder.. i wonder. Who’s to say i’ll never act upon my natural curiosity, but who’s to say i ever will. Its just a bit humorous on how things played out.
I wonder what you and i would be like. From what i can remember.. we were the most destructive and strangely enough, perfect for each other couple. Nothing about us or our relationship was anything close to “normal” but in the weirdest way, after everything has been said and done and we’ve both moved onward from the past I must admit I was one hell of a head-over-heals type of gal when I was with you… haha ew.
I wonder how well you would treat me. Haha in some aspects I could say there could have been room for improvement.. but then again I was a lot to handle. I’ll admit I am one hell of a bitch, my attitude is unimaginable, and I truly should have treated you better. And yet with all that said you still treated me kindly, put up with me for longer than i deserved, and genuinely made me happy. So in total i guess i’ll say you treated me well :p haha
I wonder how much i would allow myself to fall for you.. ehh, sadly too much!!
Man, this was just such a trip for me. I really encourage all my followers to write a passage right now asking yourself love related questions towards a certain someone in your life, save it in a draft, and check back on it in the next 6 to 12 months!!! Trust me, as soon as you look back on those questions and are able to answer all of them you’ll feel how crazy it is to be able to do so. Im not so sure if im just being weird, but its just amazing to be able to look back on this and fulfill all the empty spaces once left for curiosity… Haha well good luck to all my followers or anyone in general that tries this! Muah<3
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As out of character as it may be for me or even silly, I must admit my strange love for obtaining that womenly role in life. For some odd reason, I really enjoy waking up early to make my loved one breakfast, picking out his clothes while he’s in the shower, or even taking my time to bring him a home cooked meal for his lunch break. I mean for gods sake its 2012 and we all seem to be wrapped up in this modern life style but I cant help but enjoy doing the little things for my loved one. Sadly being single doesnt give me much room to do such things, but I just like to express my weird love for it. Gahhh :3
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